|added Mon July 24 2006 at 8:46 PM
|I've been trying to make myself write an actual article for the last couple weeks, and when I'm trying to focus on writing something significant, I seem to have a hard time writing about anything else. Besides that, life has been pretty busy with school and work combining to fill every spare moment once again.
I heard rumor today that she has a boyfriend now. I don't know how long it's been, but I guess that at least makes things final.
The last couple weeks, I've been exploring a few interests. The current batch are at least all in the ward so that I have an opportunity to spend time with them without making a big deal about the whole thing. Unfortunately, two of them seem to be pretty popular with the other guys, and they don't seem to have any particular interest in me. As luck (or statistics) would have it, these are the two that I'd probably be the most interested in seeing more of. Any interest can turn into heartbreak, but luck (or statistics) make it so popular girls are much more likely to just break my heart without knowing or thinking twice about it.
How pathetic is this, anyway? Excuse my whining for just a moment longer. I just found out that one of them is moving to Salt Lake City at the end of the month, so I guess I might as well just give that one up right now. The only thing I ever have going for me anyway is longevity, and if she's not sticking around then I lose even that miniscule advantage.
The middle east is in huge amounts of turmoil. Jo-Pete can't get a girl. Nothing really ever changes in the news, does it?